janeiro 12, 2011

Boy in memory


Enquanto saía daquele lugar de controvérsias humanas, deparei-me com uma corrida de fórmula 1, quer dizer, “mode” Hot Wheels (sem carro, porém), um garotinho mais ou menos na idade entre 5 e 7 anos, não sei muito bem (era grandinho e esperto demais), correu na minha direção. Minha reação foi apenas uma: arregalar os olhos. Depois, entretanto, no meio da corrida ele faz uma forma corporal, como uma cruz, igual aquela do Cristo Redentor, no Rio de Janeiro. Coincidências (ou não!) estávamos em uma Casa das Missionárias da caridade. Eis que surge numa rapidez violenta e paixão um pulo nos meus braços, e duas significativas e explosivas palavras: “não solto”.

Em meio a brincadeiras, carinhos, surge a hora de dizer: “tenho que ir agora”. E ele responde: “não solto”.

Voltamos as brincadeiras, enrolar cabelo, falar ho ho, falar mamãe Noel, repito: “tenho que ir agora”. E ele responde: “não solto”. E eu respondo dessa vez: “Eu volto”. E vem a resposta que jamais esquecerei: “todos dizem a mesma coisa” e saiu do meu colo.

Fiquei apavorada, triste, não sei definir. Ele voltou atrás, tirou o babador que estava em seu pescoço e disse: “toma um presente pro seu filho”. Eu respondo: “mas eu sou muito novinha, não tenho filhos”. Ele responde: “mas um dia você vai ter”. Silêncio.

Dessa vez volto atrás, colocando com cuidado o babador de volta em seu pescoço, digo: “você tem a honra de ter esse babador, mas vou torcer que meu filho seja como você, inteligente, bonito, esperto e um bom coração, menino do bem.

Ele sorriu e me deu o tchau mais sincero que eu já vi em toda a minha vida.

4 comentários:

Anônimo disse...

Nana sua história me deixou muito comovida revela grande sensibilidade.
Parabéns.

Rute

Duda Sansão disse...

Gostei muito desse texto, extremamente sensivel e incrivelmente singelo. Te agradeço muito pois graças ao seu comentário, eu voltei a escrever no meu blog. Ontem a noite, eu fui e postei um novo post.
Continue escrevendo de forma incrivel! Parabéns!

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